emotional rollercoaster

blah~i've been going high n low recently.lol.really amusing isnt it.usually when i say i've got a mood swing, i'm usually depressed and down.probably suicidal as well.lol.but the moodswing i'm on now has two extremes.either i'm high, retarded and drunk, or i'm really low, depressed and extremely cry-able.

well you might be going, "whatever manda."but it is what's been going on.

on Tuesday, brenda,yinwah,xianglin and i headed down to ikea to get stuff for our teachers' day presents.initially we hadnt any idea what to get them, but slowly and surely, our creative juices started flowing.wheeeeee~we decided to make them cushion covers!well we bought the cushion as well.lol.besides the cushions we got them an individual gift each too.we bought what we thought represented them most.anyway.while at the children/toys section i think i was pretty retarded somehow.i saw this berry-like looking thing n i shouted RASPBERRY!in total excitement, i picked it up and started swinging it around.it was then that i realised "hey this thingy has legs man.ooo.it has a head.a beak.OHH!it's an ostrich!"yup.not only that.after all of us broke into guffaws, xianglin told me, "i think that was quite funny."she said it in such a nonchalent manner i couldnt help but double over in laughter again.and yes.you guessed it.she was laughing too.

so yup we had so much fun in ikea i think we're gonna head back next time.wheeee.after we finished shopping brenda n i decided to go satisfy our craving for meatballs!so we took our time to eat n eat.after we were done we had to ehad to plaza sing.we went to spotlight to get the other materials we needed and IRON ON ADHESIVE!woots.i totally dig that man.lol.but then u know what.the peak hour for cabs was like 5o'clock but brenn n i ate till we only reached the taxi stand at 5.05.lol.so yup.we paid an extra 2 bucks because brenda n i were enjoying our balls.meatballs that is.lol.at spotlight, we spent an entire half an hour trying to choose what coloured felt we should use for each cushion.mind you.we chose 4 colours only.lol.so after we paid we realised there were more individual gifts to be bought.i had to rush home as well.so i took all the shopping bags n took the train to pp and waited for daddy to send me home while the rest continued with the search for presents.

guess what retarded thing happened along the pp escalator.chuon yan saw me rushing up and shouted my name.i thought it was some crazy person that somehow so happened to shout amanda so i totally ignored him.as i was reaching the top i suddenly realised that that person who shouted my name sounded like chuon yan,so i turned back.by the time i turned my head i couldnt see anyone anymore.partly cos he was too far down.another reason was cos i wasnt wearing my specs so i could hardly see anything at all.lol.

on Wednesday,the girls came over to my house again for a while cos brenda had to rush back to sch for some stupid rehearsal and i had to rush to meet jim for lunch cos he was pissed with a lot of stuff.lol.but well he paid for my lunch so that's kinda worth it all.anyway,i'm sure we all can remember how heavily it was raining that day.from my house out there were so many deep water pools that yingwah, xianglin and my shoes were all soaked.bleagh.and while walking on the pavement,cos i was pretty near the edge,the bus drove past and 'vroom!' the water splashed all over my skirt.can u imagine being drenched in your uniform.holding bio tys.some big umbrella and going to meet your best friend for lunch?actually that wasnt exactly the worse part.lol.so jim and i were at tp having lunch.i had an extra ice kachang too!since my skirt was wet,when i got up to go get my ice kachang, i was super worried about getting a butt print ony my skirt.lol.thank goodness there wasnt or i wouldve simply died.lol.

after my ice kachang,i felt extremely cold.basically, i was freezing.from inside.bah!i felt extremely retarded.nevermind.after which we went to macs to do work.it wasnt cold at all so i was sorta able to u warm up you see.lol.when jim decided he was too tired and wanted to go home to sleep we then went to our favourite bubble tea shop for our usual order.papaya blended ice for me and honeydew milk tea for jim!and then...here comes the climax again.I STARTED FREEZING FROM THE INSIDE ONCE MORE!hehhh.to make it worse,the aircon in the bus that i took was blasting ok.now you know why i was shivering.lol.

on Thursday,i went back to peichun to see Mr Tang.yup.i see him every year.seriously.he made me speak chinese better.seriously.i went into 6A and spoke to the current P6-es about not getting stressed, relax,work hard and the results will come naturally because we have fantastic teachers.that's like totally true.anyway.the 6A'02 people were acting like total big shot in the hall and talking to random small kids.of the few hundred of them.i did notice 2 of them.that being kenneth who totally digged kicking an airless ball and jade who was totally adorable.she waved at me and smile and told me that she was in P1.now how cute's that!everyone go awww now."AWWWW..."yup.i really miss peichun man.all our memories.all there!i love the toilet.my classroom.the hall.the canteen.the everything!ohh and now.they hav so much more facilities than we ever had.they now hav a 3 storeyed sports hall.how cool's that man!cedar's not even half as big as peichun.sobs.

after peichun we decided to head down to woodlands to look for Ms Lam.at first we werent really sure about whether to go or not.we referring to peirong and i.but after a while we decided heyy why not.we havent seen Ms Lam in ages anyway.we met her at causeway point and she kindly treated us to swenson's ice cream!the guys so wanted to foot the bill and Ms Lam decided to jump the gun by going to the manager and telling her not to allow anyone else but her to foot the bill.lol.that was pretty funny.so throughout dessert we were talking about how everyone else was now and what happened in those good ol' days.i really miss it all.when we decided to take a group photo it kinda got pretty funny cos apparently the staff at that swenson's outlet were totally camera idiots.lol.they never managed to take a photo for us at all.u see i dont even mention decent photo cos no image turned out at all.one guy even covered the lens with his finger and took the photo for us.lol.

at around 4.30 Ms Lam had to go off and a few of the guys left as well.the rest of us were deliberating between movie or starbucks.and chongyeow decided to be slightly mean to me.he stood behind me and started saying "bim...bim...bim..."and then he told me to complete the word.being extremely obliging.i said "bo".lol.yup.now we all know what he thinks of me as.lol.but well,throughout the whole of that day, peirong and i were the taitais of the group.pretty amusing.and have i said i totally love going out with peirong?yup yup yup.we had so much fun together unboarding the bus at the wrong time and boarding the mrt at the wrong time and trying to reply to xiuming's "do you think ______ is hot"questions.yup.lol.

Friday, i went to youth hub to study.malina invited so many friends.but it was cool listening to them talk about their primary school times too.they mentioned something about a guy from primary school that was called hongbin and he was pretty weird.so happened that there was a hongbin in peichun too and he was pretty weird too!or so i think at least.lol.the hongbin from peichun used to wear bright red underwear to school.and how would i know?cos he tucked his shirt into his underwear.and so when he bent over.yes we all know what was revealed.

when i got home in the evening i got pretty high.things got even more extreme when brandon called.lol.i got even more high until he said a few mean stuff n i got low.but then.my mood sprang back to being high again after a while.pretty coolio dont u think.n so.like a tourguide.i brought him up and down through my emotional rollercoaster.see how good i am?totally pro dont u think.i'm so INFLUENTIAL.INFECTIOUS.

TODAY.i went to tuition totally drunk.on myself that is.lol.i got super high and was laughing like a complete idiot.i giggled at the smallest thing.and then 2 of the guys at my table was like having a catfight among themselves.it was quite a sight.lol.anyway.i got chuon yan high.stephanie high and probably other people high during tuition itself.lol.after tuition we went to bk for lunch.probably tea for the rest.but it was my lunch.we got high talking so much nonsense.even stuart got high after a while.he even sparked off the extreme highness of chuon yan,xinglu and guan jie.there was one part whereby i got so high,i nudged xinglu and he hit his drink over and it spilt all over leaving him with less than half a cup of sprite or 7-up.whatever it might be.then they said when they lunch on thursday they're not gonna bring me along lest i get high and do something bad again.lol.booo.

okie.that's all.thanks for reading this totally long post.hehhh.

toodles~

muacks!

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